As we drift farther apart I sink into depression more and more every second I can't hear or see her. I don't know why, but something in me is telling me to laugh at her when she is sad and to hate her for no reason. I don't know why, but I won't let it control me. I could never hate her, but it once got the better of me and when she was crying a grin spread across my face and a giggle escaped my throat. Acursed darkness that lies within me...curse you to burn in the deepest and darkest depths of the eternally burning hell! For this I apoligize to my beloved, I won't ever let the darkness within me catch me off gaurd again!!! I could never hurt her, either physically or emotionally. I know I love her and this is the powerful advantage that I have against the darkness, hehe...we don't get to be with eachother much, but when I look into her eyes I just drift off into a better place. I snap back into the harshness that is reality to catch myself before she can notice...I wish she'd look back into my eyes as well though -_- I'm glad to say I haven't felt hate for her fora while, well...time for bed...even thought I'm not going to school tomorrow. As a girl once told me as I now tell you "See you in my dreams...my darling" -wink wink-
-Ms. Grim Reaper
About Me
- Gabby Lopez
- i love to sing, dance, and act, but i have major stage fright and i can't dance unless i've been taught moves, or a routine. :( i especially love to sing becuase people always tell my i have a great voice and when i sing people light up with a big smile and making people smile is just the greastest feeling in the enitre world!!! i've also been singing since i was young and it really makes me happy whenever i'm upset so it helps a lot, i get in trouble a lot for humming for singing in class but i dont mind much because in the cassroom i get to see others smile...including friends. ^_^
